PaWaNa HeArTy

ak dh knal dia lama. since kecik. tyme tu umo ak 4thn kot. if i'm not mistaken la. time tu mama antar ak dok ngn pengasuh. tak jauh pun. ayh g keja, dia antar la ak g kt pengasuh. mamat ni pun dduk umh tu. kira dia abg ak la. sb tu ak dh terbiasa pggil dia abg. so kiorg adalah adik beradik angkat gitu kn.... dia kta msa kecik2 ak slalu main ngn dia. ek? huhu.. hilang ingatan jap. tp ye la kot. tyme tu 'mak' mn ada mengasuh org lain lg kecuali ak, dia n akak dia sorg, kak fana. hehe.. tp dia dok umh 'mak' jap je. sb dia dh dok umh dia sndr. anak mak tu.... tu last ak jumpa dia. masa umo ak 5thn.

i was tiding up my room when i found this letter. ini bukan surat cinta wokey. ini warkah titipan seorang ayah untuk anaknya. but it's not from my dad. ayah ak tak reti nk karang2 surat neh. surat rasmi dia pro. huhu. okey, ak dh nk melalut. 

another birthday wishes. kali ni utk sorg teman yg agak rapat dlm family uum @ lebih tepat, tradewinds..

ni komen utk post ko yg khas utk ak.. hehehe ak bt dlm bentuk point. sng sket..

saat ini ramai mmber2 ku yang sedang tekanan sebab tak berjaya key in jadual utk semester depan.  huhu. me? thanks to my prince hearty sb sanggup bersusah payah online dari rumahnya. yeah. we made it! syukur sangat. tapi sangat kesian kt member2 yang lain. dh la esok kiorg ada dua paper final. financial management n hubungan etnik.

life is a garden
good friends are the flower
and time spent together
life's happiest hour
and friendship, like flower
blooms ever more fair
when carefully tended
by dear friends who care
and life's lovely garden
would be sweetest by far
if all who passed through it
were as nice as you are...

tribute to ; lynne, wani, fara, farisha, eleen.

We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air
I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh…
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick the white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…
We were both young when I first saw you.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
~ nope. sgt lena sb sgt penat n sgt ngntuk

What's the last thing that you swallowed?
~ cant remember

What did you do last night?
~ study law, on9, tgk julia juli

What are you waiting for?
~ nk abeh final exm on 28th april

Two days from now this time, where will you be?
~ uum, 

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
~ yupe. 

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
~ past two days. hahaha

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
~ last year

When's the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?
~ tghari td. tp jap je.

Do you think you are a good person?
~ 50-50

What did you do today?
~ exam pg, tdo, study, on9.

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
~ study finance

Is there someone that you will never stop loving?
~ Allah, mama, ayah, prince hearty, 

Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two?
~ yeah, tukar bilik kt hostel

Whats your name?
- mimi. ko tak mntak nma pnuh kn.

When is your birthday?
- 26th dec 1989

How do you feel right now
- missing, tension?

What did you do on your birthday last year?
- kuar ngn my prince hearty for the first time. tp tak cple lg.

What about this year?
- dunno yet

How do you relax?
- sleeping, shopping, 

Whats your favorite book?
- remaja, novel

Who was the last person to text you?
- prince hearty

What about call you?
- mama.

Who was your last ex?
- sorg mamat yang study kt MiCOST

Have you ever been drunk?
- sentuh pun haremmm

What did you wear last halloween?
- tak men la celec holloween

When did you last cry?
- now

Are your parents still together?
- wajib

Who did you last argue with?
- dunno.now kot

What time did you go to bed last night?
- 0300

Who is your best friend?
- ramai....... skg lynne, wani, 

Do you bite your nails?
- duluuuuuu

What about toe nails?
- hakhak! tak senonoh!

What are your hobbies?
- byk kot.mkn.tdo.online

Have you ever watched the sun set?
- yupe. sgt chantek!

Where did last vacation to?
- vacation?? chiangmai, thailand

Whats your hair color?
- black

What are you wearing?
- shirt n sluar

Do you wear makeup?
- now? nope. kuar, yes

Do you get hayfever?
- apa tu??

What music are you into?
- love song, most to english song

Have you ever been out with your best friend’s ex?
- gila

Ever sneak out of your house?
- nope

What did you do today?
- badmood

What are you doing tomorrow?
- balik umh. mlm nk on9 key in jadual sem depan. 

Whats the last thing you ate?
- wafel

Are you a forgiving person?
- yup but not forgetting

Are you mad at anyone right now?
- nope

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
- nope

Ever had a garage sale?
- never

What is/was your school like?
- like a school lorr

Describe your best friend?
- sorg sengal, dua2 happening.

Do you like your partner’s family?
- yeah, havoc

When did you last smile and why?
- just now. farisha bt lawak.

Have you ever cheated in a test?
- tyme skolah dulu

Are you scared of falling in love?
- nope. suma tu lumrah kehidupan

Have you ever felt replaced?
- um2

Do you trust your friends?
- yupe....

Do you like coffee?
- nope. yaks!

Have you had kids?
- bachelor gitu..

If not, do you want them?
- mst la. lps kawin. anak kn penyeri rumah tangga. ceewaa!!!

Are you brainy
- when it comes to enjoy. haha

What was the last film you watched?
- queen of langkasuka

Whats the time?
- 1410

How old are you going to be in 7 months?
- 19years 11month

Was yesterday better then today?
- nope

When did you last see your mum?
- past few days

Your dad?
- same with mom.
Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- past 2days

Do you smile often?
- depends on my mood

Do you collect anything?
- LV, hello kitty, shoe, watch, brooch, 

If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!ally qwerty

part of my bestfriends... muka belemoih yg amat!

masa awal2 masuk form1, first yang menjadi member ak, siti fatimah, sharifah zahidah, n nur syafiqah. and kiorg still contact each other sampai hari ni. sapa sangka, start hari pertama kiorg kenal, sampai form 5 kiorg sekelas. kecuali zahidah sebab dia tak amik akaun. masa form1 gak, ak ada meluat sorg student kelas ak ni. org panggil dia kak chik. but lama2, kiorg kamcing gler. mcm belangkas. dia bnyk tlg ak. but bila form5, ak gaduh ngn dia. untill now tak bertegur. pasal apa kiorg jd cmni, ak sendr tak sure. tahun ni gak ak terjebak ngn puppy love. ketua kelas ak. ak ska dia. dia ska ak. tp bila dia tnya ak ska dia tak, ak jwb tak. yelah, takkan gurl yg nk ngaku dlu kn? so ak tggu la dia kta dia ska ak dlu. bknnya dia tak tau ak ada hati kt dia, sj je... then bila dia patah hati ngn ak, br ak terhegeh2 gtau ak ska dia. sorry la. nasi dh jd bubur. kenapa ak ska dia? perwatakan dia. and dia first person yang berani ckp nk tampar ak sb berlagak. dia first guy yg berani call umah ak. tp dengan hint la. haha. ak simpan perasaan ak smpai form4. lps dpt result pmr yg sangat cemerlang, dia terima tawaran ke mrsm beseri. hari last dia kt skolah tu, ak just pandang dia dr jauh.mmbe suruh g tegur, wish good luck suma. ak bt dekk je. ak bnyak bt salah dengan dia, tp ak tak pernah mntak maaf. sampai satu hari, ak dpt panggilan telefon yg gtau, dia dah pergi mengadap panggilan illahi. atas sakit apa ak tak ingt. tp something yang berkaitan dengan kepala. dia pergi tanpa sempat ak ungkap kata maaf.. start dr tu, ak rapat dengan awek dia tyme hayat dia. ak simpan niat one day, ak nk ziarah pusara dia. n niat tu tertunai selepas 3tahun. thanks to his mom n haz.

time reunion last year.