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PRINCE HEARTY

ak dh knal dia lama. since kecik. tyme tu umo ak 4thn kot. if i'm not mistaken la. time tu mama antar ak dok ngn pengasuh. tak jauh pun. ayh g keja, dia antar la ak g kt pengasuh. mamat ni pun dduk umh tu. kira dia abg ak la. sb tu ak dh terbiasa pggil dia abg. so kiorg adalah adik beradik angkat gitu kn.... dia kta msa kecik2 ak slalu main ngn dia. ek? huhu.. hilang ingatan jap. tp ye la kot. tyme tu 'mak' mn ada mengasuh org lain lg kecuali ak, dia n akak dia sorg, kak fana. hehe.. tp dia dok umh 'mak' jap je. sb dia dh dok umh dia sndr. anak mak tu.... tu last ak jumpa dia. masa umo ak 5thn.


even kiorg satu skolah. ak tak knal dia. ak just knal kakak dia. tp tak pernah bertegur sapa. lps ak pindah, ak just dgr cerita tentang dia, melalui 'mak'. ak dok ngan mak pai drjah 3. then 'abah' pencen, diorg pindah ke lubuk buntar. ak plak, diasuh oleh org lain. tyme tu ak tak de ingatan lgsung pasal dia. just bla ak melawat mak, akan ada cte pasal dia. skolah mn, result exm, mcm2. ak pun dgr je lah kn. terpikir gak, apa reaksi klu kiorg bertemu balik. dalam otak aku, mst kiorg mcm tak prnh knal. huhu. 

2006, ak dikejutkan dengan berita kematian 'abah'. tyme ak n family br balik dr somewhere. ak tak ingat. just mlm tu ayah ketuk pintu n gtau abah dh meninggal. so pg tu kiorg bertolak ke lubuk buntar. msa jumpa mak, dia peluk ak erat. dia sedih. tp yg pelik, smpat bisik, 'abg zharif ada kt luar'. ak mcm, haa..?? perlukah?? sepanjang ak kt umh mak, mmg ak tak jumpa dia. tyme balik pun, ayh ada tunjuk dia kt ak. tp tyme tu ramai org. ak pun still dlm kesedihan. so tak hirau sgt. 

bkn ak tak prnh ingt dia. ak slalu ingt ada one guy msa kecik2 yg ak pggil abg. bkn tak prnh terpikir nk jumpa. tp ak slalu kata, klu kecik2 lain, dh jumpa bila besar mst lain. gpun dh lama ak tak jumpa mak. last jumpa dalam 2007 kot. pastu ak tak tau cmne nk contact mak since dia dh tukar num n jarang ada umah. pernah ak cr kt FRIENDSTER, MYSPACE, tp tak jumpa. gpun ak tak tau nama sebenar dia. muka pun tak knal. so pencarian terhenti kt situ. last yg ak tau psal dia, dia masuk matrik. tu jelah.

10november2008. ak dpt email kt TAGGED. 
study kt mane skrg? ingat lg zharif? lama x jumpa

ak plek. sapa plak ni? stahu ak, ak tak de kwn nama zharif. arif ada. huhu.. ak bka profile dia, ada satu pic, ramai2. ak takde klu. ak pun tanya la dia sapa.
then dia rply...
ingat mak chak? dulu kn dia ngasuh mimie.ingat lg sape yg dia ngasuh skali?

ak terkejut! mimpi ke ap  neh??  yupe, ak prnh mimpi. and now, mimpi tu jd kenyataan.. terus ak bg num phne ak. dh mls nk chat2 gna Tagged. bkn bka slalu. klu bg num senang. ni pun seminggu lebih br dia rply. ak plak, excited check inbox tiap ari.

30november2008, ak kuar g TESCO ngn mama n k,muni. tyme tu dpt msg.

ni abg zharif,skrg dok mana?

ak senyum. sukee.... ak cite kt kak muni. kak muni pun excited.ap lg, jd la sesi bertanya khabar. ari2 plak tu. n setiap masa. makin lama, makin rapat. mcm2 cite kuar. 

besday ak, dia tnya, ada plan pape tak. ak tnya knpe? nk ajak dating ke? (muka tak malu kn??) hehe. dia kta boleh je. so on my birthday, first time ak jumpa dia. kuar ngn wani. masuk2 keta ak ngadu lapar. so kiorg g PACIFIC. terus tuju McD. skali McD penuh. Ak frust. so tak pe la, mkn je kt food court. tiga2 bantai sizzling noodle. dok borak2, pai dh tak tau nk borak pe. then plan nk g main boling pun tak jadi sebab penuh. huhu.. bertambah frust ak. last skali, shopping brg untuk study kt POPULAR. balik tu dia antar ke UUM. so tak pyh2 tggu bas. gpun dh lewat. masa sampai, dia bg ak paper bag, dalam tu ada hadiah besday ak. ak ingt dia main2 nk blikn ak hadiah tu. ak dpt bear n selendang. pink. sb dia tau ak mnat pink. sukee.... pastu dia blk KL. sb dia ada FIELD TRIP kt PAHANG. so just msg jelah..

sampai la satu ari... tgh dok merepek kt msg...

dia : kalau ada org ajak kapel skrg mimi nk x?

hehe. ap kna mamat ni? ak ingt dia sj tnya, so ak pun sj menjawab. 

ak : klu org tu abg, mimi nk la.
jeng3...
dia : so, bila leh start?
ak : start pe?
dia : start kapel. boleh x?
ak : ha? serius ke main2?
dia : kalau serius bleh?kalau x sedia @ xnk xpe  la.
ak : erk. nk....

so, itu la the beginning of our love story. hari ni, 30APRIL, genap 4bulan hubungan ak ngn dia. setiap kli genap sebulan, dia akn try blk. samada awl sket or lmbt sket. dia tetap akn balik. stiap kali blk, apa yg ak nk dia akn tunaikn. setiap kli balik, ada je hadiah utk ak. kdg2 ak gurau je nk smthng, tp dia still tunaikan. satu hari, rantai ak putus. rantai tu hadiah sorg teman. ak syg sgt rantai tu. balik baru ni, dia hadiah kn ak seutas rantai. cantik..lg tambah special, kakak2 dia tlg pilihkan. terharu gilerr...

ak tak prnh sangka ak akn jumpa dia blk. even klu jumpa pun, tak mungkin serapat ni. tp ni la yg namanya takdir. kita tak prnh tau. ak syg dia. dia sgt penyabar ngn karenah ak. dia sabar lyn bila ak merajuk, bila ak tensen. dia sggup balik sb ak. dia care bla ak sakit. dia amik berat pasal adik ak, dia tima ak.. dia tau ksah ak sblm ak sndr yg bgtau. kakak2 dia pun baik ngn ak. dia tempat ak luah masalah, n bak kata adik, dia mmg kaunselor yg bagus. hehe...

to my dear prince hearty,
i love u so much. thanks for everythings. 
sorry sb slalu wt perangai n bt abg pening kpala.




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adam BENAR-BENAR



Semalaman ku tak kering mata 
hidup ku kabur berlapik pilu 
mengharap esok kan bisa menjanjikan 
sebuah lembaran baru 

sejak kita berdua berpisah 
aku tak habis habis gelisah 
apakah itu tandanya bahawa 
ku benar benar cinta 
ku benar benar sayang 
tak terjawab bila hati bertanya 
ke mana kau hilang 

ku benar benar cinta 
ku benar benar sayang 
suluhkan gelita kalbu ku terang 

semalaman lagi bersendiri 
parahnya diseksa sunyi sepi 
beginikah perasaan 
pabila kita disisih cinta 

kusangka ku tabah berdikari 
rupanya rapuh untuk berdiri 
kembalilah kau kepadaku 
kerna ohhhhhh?.. 
ku benar benar cinta 
ku benar benar sayang 
tak terjawab bila hati bertanya 
ke mana kau hilang 

ku benar benar cinta 
ku benar benar sayang 
suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

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hadiah paling bermakna


i was tiding up my room when i found this letter. ini bukan surat cinta wokey. ini warkah titipan seorang ayah untuk anaknya. but it's not from my dad. ayah ak tak reti nk karang2 surat neh. surat rasmi dia pro. huhu. okey, ak dh nk melalut. 


okey, dlu lps abeh SPM, ak dpt peluang join PLKN. Kem mn? KEM DAMAI PARK RESORT, MERBOK, KEDAH. tp ak tak sempat tamatkn latihan sb tawaran Matrikulasi. so kt sana ak ada sorg abah. ak pggil dia cikgu shimin. kt luar or msg je ak pggil dia abah. dia sgt baik. mmg dia anggp kiorg kt sini mcm anak2 dia. so mlm akhir ak kt sini, ak jumpa dia. ucap terima kasih. ak jmpa dia tyme nk g surau solat maghrib. dia pesan, 'lps abeh prog mlm 
nnt, jumpa abah jap'. so abeh je prog mlm, ak jumpa dia dgn bertemankn mmber2 ak. bila jumpa, dia hulur kn ak warkah ni. ini bukan utk ak je. tp utk dikongsi semua.


hayati....

ANAK.... HENDAK KE MANA??

wahai perempuan yang lemah lembut.
di puputan bayu ayah berseru.
mengapa anak berupa kelam kabut,
kemodenan barat lekas diikut?

anak bersangka rupamu cantik
berjalan sendirian dengan berdedah
masuk ketaman bunga dipetik
bersama tunangan anak bermadah
tidakkah terlintas di kalbu anak
kelakuan demikian ayah tak suka??
kamu sudah berlaku tidak keruan
melihat itu ayah berduka..

pipimu licin pauh dilayang
bibir manis umpama gula
air ditelan nampak berbayang
pingangmu ramping laksana gitar
betismu comel membunting padi

ayah berperi berterus terang
yang demikian itu ayah tak berkenan
lepas itu ayah bertanya...
di telinga anak ayah perbisikan 
ANAK KU..... HENDAK KEMANA..??
adakah kebebasan yang diimpikan?


SALAM DARI AYAH SEKELUARGA
MOGA BERJAYA DALAM PELAJARAN
INGAT.... JANGAN LUPA IBU DAN AYAH
SERTA INGAT PESANAN INI
ILMU, AMALAN, USAHA. tanpa 3perkara ini, maka perak dirimu seperti yang ayah madahkan.


so, ini la hadiah untuk aku. mlm tu, ak sebilik tido berteman kn air mata. dalam sgt maksud sajak ni. thanks abah.... ak tak sempat scan lg pic ak ngn abah. INSYAALAH ada kesempatan, ak akn tempek kt blog ni.



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BIRTHDAY GIRL, ELEEN

another birthday wishes. kali ni utk sorg teman yg agak rapat dlm family uum @ lebih tepat, tradewinds..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELEEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

doaku untuk mu....
as usual, moga panjang umur, murah rezeki.
ceemerlang dalam pelajaran
bahagia dalam kehidupan
tabah hadapi liku hidup
thanks sudi jadi sahabat ak
all the best in life
moga persahabatan kita kekal abadi.

KAMEK SAYANG KITAK


ni pun kira belated sb birthday dia 24th APRIL.

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blurr

tu la.. ska sgt badmood ngn org tak tentu pasal. now org plak badmood ngn ko tanpa ko tau apa salah ko.

conclusion : PADAN MUKA AK. 
what goes around comes around


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buhsan kot...

dh lama ak tak merepek meraban dlm blog ni. merepek tentang daily life ak. i have no mood to do all the kind of things. tp rini mood tu dtg blk. tp still tak tau nk merepek tentang ap.. still
 dalam mood exam i guess. mmbe2 bz study. 'dia' pun bz study. ak? hurm, 1paper left. management, on 28th.still tak study. itu la ak. azam awl sem dlu, tak nak study last minute. ntah npe, perangai tu ak still tak dpt ubah. so far, paper2 lain ok je. just ekonomi, i'm out of clue. mcm antar paper kosong. ak tak tau. ekonomic wasnt my fav. ak tak ska baca keluk2. pening kpala ak. huhu.. tggu je lah result nanti. tp aku seolah tak nmpak bayangan A dlm setiap subject yg ak amik sem ni. uih? apa nk jadi neh. ha! ada kot yg nk dpt A. KOk. hehehe... klu tak dpt A ak tak
 tau la. mmg ak akn bli product CNI setiap kali lps class ari sabtu tu. HUH! ok, enough for bab study.

holiday is just around the corner. YEAY!! dua bulan ko... pueh ak dok menanam jagung kt umh tu.apa nk bt sepanjang cuti?? ak tak tau. tp yg pasti, it will begin with SABAH! i likeee... sb ak tak prnh g sana tau...huhuhu.. dok bercuti kt negara org sangat. negara sendiri tak abeh pusing. ISH3... cuti ni ak nk on9 24jam. blh?? hehe.. tak sabar nk rasmi router yg 'dia' belikan. pasni tak pyg susah2 nk angkut lappy turun bawah. b4 blk, ak nk bli keyboard. sng sket. ak dh usha kt mall semalam. RM28. okey wut... kecik2 pun kecik. taip pun best. maklum la, bnyk bnda ak nk bt cuti ni. nk keja, mama tak bg. so jgn salahkn ak sb memerap dlm bilik, tak kuar2.. hurm.. apa lg ek.. ha!  dh lama tak menjahit. plan nk jahit langsir utk bilik sem dpn. warna?? tak tau lg. tgk kain apa yg cantik. murah sudah..  cuti ni gak, wajib dapatkn lesen kuda ak. dh lama tggu kot.
 menarik kali ni, mama pun nk join. yess!! tak de ak sorg2 berjemur tgh panas. yeehhaa!!! (ala2 cowboy gitu..) last thing, nk edit picture pueh2....  software dh ad. heheh.. ha! tak mungkin
 dilupakan, khatam suma muvi yg ak tak sempat tgk ekoran kekangan yg melanda sepanjang bergelar 'pelajar'.  ceewaah!

patutnya rini ak blk umh. angkut suma brg yg terasa nk bwk blik. tp cancel. sb ak tak abeh kmas lg. mn tidaknya, konon nk kmas smlm. agak la ak kmas. tp mcm tak de perubahan pun. huhu. mlm ak bt apa ha? owh, melepak bersama rumate kesayangan@ si kembar. sambil2 tu dok gla install mcm2. so now ak sgt syiok melihat desktop ku yang dh berwajah baru. hehehe...



okey, dh tak tau nk merepak apa lg. nnt smbung. nk rehat jap.
daaa....


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tribute to LYNNE

ni komen utk post ko yg khas utk ak.. hehehe ak bt dlm bentuk point. sng sket..


1) ko meluat ak, ak pun meluat ko.. hehe ko nyampah ak bwk beg LV, ak nympah sebab ko slalu panjat kerusi dewan kuliah ngn kasut TUMIT TINGGI  ko tu.. ske2 ati betul la.

2) ak slalu bt muka takde pape klu jumpa ko tyme ko tgh moody kn? pedulik apa ak ko moody ke tak. tak kuasa ak melayan muka moody ko tu. bkn comel pun. so bek ak bt muka tak bersalah n start bt lawak bodo. so ko akan senyum. senyum tu kn sedekah.  comel je ko senyum. ni tak, klu dh moody tu, mula la muka ko jd sombong. pandang org pun semacam je. tak psal2 budak cafe tu pun kn tempias. ish3.. tak patut.. tak patut...

3) ak ska bg nasihat kn..? sbenarnya ak ni mmg ditakdirkn jd kaunselor tak bertauliah. hehe.. konon pro sgt la kn... tp bla prob dtg kt ak, ak plak cr ko. haha.. masalah btoi la. beria bg nasihat kt org, tp bila jd kt ak sendiri, gelabah biawak. hehehe....

4) ak pura2 ska ko ke? haha.. ak tak de jwpan. ak pun tak sure bila ak tergerak ati nk berkwn ngn ko. hehe.. tu la... org tua2 pesan, jgn ska2 benci org. kng kita syg kt org tu. haahaaa. yes!! terkena batang idung ak yg comel neh. ak mmg dh syg sgt kt ko.. sbg kwn ye... (satgi ada yg salah phm plak) huhu.... 

5) ko dh bnyk tlg ak.. kdg2 ak kn ala2 kanak2 ribena gitu kn.. bnyk benda yg ak tak tau, ko ajar ak. ko tlg ak tyme study. huhu... really appriciate it..

6) ak pun tak nak mntak hadiah yg mahal2. tp cukup la bila ak grad, ko dtg ngn teddy bear besar n roses 23kuntum smpena ak grad umo 23. (perfume mariah carey tu ak tak cancel lg tau) :P
n bila ak kahwin, ko dtg ngn anak berderet kt belakang. so sweet...............

7) ko mmbe ak yg best, ko selalu wat ak pening ngn perangai ko. ko slalu uji daya ketahanan telinga ak ngn cerita n jeritan ko. tp tak kira apa org kata, ak tau ko adalah ko. mcm mn ko tima perangai ak, mcm tu la ak ikhlas tima perangai ko. sb perangai ko tu la bt life ak bermakna. thanks sb sudi jd sahabat dalam susah, dalam senang ak. yg amik berat pasal ak. ko bkn sj sahabat, ko juga kakak ak. (sb ak sentiasa yg plg muda antara kalian. so dont u ever dare to steal the title from me!) hehe. ak tau ak tak leh ubah ko, even kdg2 kala nasihhat ak seolah2 nk ko berubah. tp ketahui la, ak syg ko, ak just nk yg terbaik utk ko. takde sahabat yg sggup tgk sahabat dia sentiasa menangis. 
ko kuat. ko ada sifat n sikap yg so far ak takde jumpa lg sahabat mcm ko. ada jd diri ko sndr. ko ada keberanian, keegoan ko yg jrg ada pd girl lain. guna kelebihan ko sebaiknya....

life is like a story. u r the scripwriter n the actress. ur the one who decide ur own story. create wisely. bcuz once u play ur role, u cant change it. if u took the wrong road, u cant turned it back, but it's not the end of the world. kaki tetap melangkah. ada keyakinan,ada keazaman. ko pasti jumpa cahaya. dunia ni milik ALLAH. dia tahu siapa kita, dia tahu hati kita n dia tahu apa yg menanti kita...

lurve u..


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saat ini...

saat ini ramai mmber2 ku yang sedang tekanan sebab tak berjaya key in jadual utk semester depan.  huhu. me? thanks to my prince hearty sb sanggup bersusah payah online dari rumahnya. yeah. we made it! syukur sangat. tapi sangat kesian kt member2 yang lain. dh la esok kiorg ada dua paper final. financial management n hubungan etnik.

hope nasib menyebelahi diorg. ak nk tido dlu sb mata dh sangap nk tdo. gusdnite everyone.

zzzzzz

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garden of FRIENDS

life is a garden
good friends are the flower
and time spent together
life's happiest hour
and friendship, like flower
blooms ever more fair
when carefully tended
by dear friends who care
and life's lovely garden
would be sweetest by far
if all who passed through it
were as nice as you are...


tribute to ; lynne, wani, fara, farisha, eleen.

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love story



We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air
I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh…
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick the white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…
We were both young when I first saw you.

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another kes buli

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
~ nope. sgt lena sb sgt penat n sgt ngntuk

What's the last thing that you swallowed?
~ cant remember

What did you do last night?
~ study law, on9, tgk julia juli

What are you waiting for?
~ nk abeh final exm on 28th april

Two days from now this time, where will you be?
~ uum, 

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
~ yupe. 

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
~ past two days. hahaha

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
~ last year

When's the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?
~ tghari td. tp jap je.

Do you think you are a good person?
~ 50-50

What did you do today?
~ exam pg, tdo, study, on9.

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
~ study finance

Is there someone that you will never stop loving?
~ Allah, mama, ayah, prince hearty, 

Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two?
~ yeah, tukar bilik kt hostel


Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
~ nope!!!

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
~ yeah!

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
~ yeah. 

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
~ yupe. mata orang, sapa kita nk kawal.

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
~ yupe.

What do you do to relieve stress?
~ jerit, mkn, tdo
.
Are the majority of your friends male or female?
~ both

What's one thing you would change about yourself?
~ be matured

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
~ now. my prince hearty

Would you call yourself smart?
~ ngeh3...

What was the last thing you bought?
~ nasi tuk mkn lunch kat varsity mall

Describe your boyfriend
~ sengal, best, caring,loving, romantic, penyabar

Who are your close friends?
~ wani, lynne

If there was one thing you could do right now, what would it be?
~ ngadap muka my prince hearty

people you would like to see to take this:
~ roslinda
~ k.muni
~ semua yg menyinggah blog ak.

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the longgest tagged

Whats your name?
- mimi. ko tak mntak nma pnuh kn.

When is your birthday?
- 26th dec 1989

How do you feel right now
- missing, tension?

What did you do on your birthday last year?
- kuar ngn my prince hearty for the first time. tp tak cple lg.

What about this year?
- dunno yet

How do you relax?
- sleeping, shopping, 

Whats your favorite book?
- remaja, novel

Who was the last person to text you?
- prince hearty

What about call you?
- mama.

Who was your last ex?
- sorg mamat yang study kt MiCOST

Have you ever been drunk?
- sentuh pun haremmm

What did you wear last halloween?
- tak men la celec holloween

When did you last cry?
- now

Are your parents still together?
- wajib

Who did you last argue with?
- dunno.now kot

What time did you go to bed last night?
- 0300

Who is your best friend?
- ramai....... skg lynne, wani, 

Do you bite your nails?
- duluuuuuu

What about toe nails?
- hakhak! tak senonoh!

What are your hobbies?
- byk kot.mkn.tdo.online

Have you ever watched the sun set?
- yupe. sgt chantek!

Where did last vacation to?
- vacation?? chiangmai, thailand

Whats your hair color?
- black

What are you wearing?
- shirt n sluar

Do you wear makeup?
- now? nope. kuar, yes

Do you get hayfever?
- apa tu??

What music are you into?
- love song, most to english song

Have you ever been out with your best friend’s ex?
- gila

Ever sneak out of your house?
- nope

What did you do today?
- badmood

What are you doing tomorrow?
- balik umh. mlm nk on9 key in jadual sem depan. 

Whats the last thing you ate?
- wafel

Are you a forgiving person?
- yup but not forgetting

Are you mad at anyone right now?
- nope

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
- nope

Ever had a garage sale?
- never

What is/was your school like?
- like a school lorr

Describe your best friend?
- sorg sengal, dua2 happening.

Do you like your partner’s family?
- yeah, havoc

When did you last smile and why?
- just now. farisha bt lawak.

Have you ever cheated in a test?
- tyme skolah dulu

Are you scared of falling in love?
- nope. suma tu lumrah kehidupan

Have you ever felt replaced?
- um2

Do you trust your friends?
- yupe....

Do you like coffee?
- nope. yaks!

Have you had kids?
- bachelor gitu..

If not, do you want them?
- mst la. lps kawin. anak kn penyeri rumah tangga. ceewaa!!!

Are you brainy
- when it comes to enjoy. haha

What was the last film you watched?
- queen of langkasuka

Whats the time?
- 1410

How old are you going to be in 7 months?
- 19years 11month

Was yesterday better then today?

- nope

When did you last see your mum?
- past few days

Your dad?
- same with mom.
Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- past 2days

Do you smile often?
- depends on my mood

Do you collect anything?
- LV, hello kitty, shoe, watch, brooch, 

 
Can you remember your dreams?
- always in my mind

Do they come true?
- 40%

Who would you kill right now if you could?
- nope. tak baik...

Where were you 4 hours ago?
- dalam bilik. tido

What song describes your life right now?
- letto permintaan hati

Whats your biggest regret?
- dunno

Whats your body type?
- erk. a lil bit chubby.

Do you have any scars?
- parut jerawat termasuk tak??

What from?
- dh nama parut jerawat. 

What pets do you have?
- two cats, fishes

Where do you get your music from?
- internet and friends

Your most recent lie
- haha.. recently nope

A lie you tell yourself
- saya budak baik. bluerk!!

You are embarrassed when you
- pretending that i am beautiful. hakhak!

The memory that still makes you laugh
- my love story

How you picture the end of the world
- dunia tu bumi kn? bumi itu bulat. so di mana hujungnya?

7 people you would like to see to take this:-
- haz
- abg ayub
- little ain
- kak munie
- roslinda
- abg hyuga
- insan tinggi

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love quotations

If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!ally qwerty


They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.Aaron

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.Anonymous

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.Mother Teresa

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. CourtneyJo Wright
17 year old girl


I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you. Colin Raye

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear. John Lennon

My boyfriend used to ask his mother,” How can I find the right women for me? And she would answer, don’t worry about finding the right women –concentrate on becoming the right man. UNKNOWN 

Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Anonymous

BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THEN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL. HEMMINGWAY

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world. Anonymous

Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.Henri Frederic Amiel

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.Anonymous

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kenangan zaman sekolah

semalam ak ym dengan sorang teman lama tyme sekolah menengah dulu. mcm2 cerita terungkit kembali. yang lucu, yang best, tak kurang gak yg sedih. hoho. tetiba ak tersedih. tersedih??

yelah, ak pasti setiap org yang pernah bersekolah ada kenangan diorg yg tersendiri kn. so rini dengan perahan sedaya upaya ak nk mengingati semula beberapa kisah yang pernah berlaku sepanjang ak menuntut kt sekolah menengah jitra.

part of my bestfriends... muka belemoih yg amat!

masa awal2 masuk form1, first yang menjadi member ak, siti fatimah, sharifah zahidah, n nur syafiqah. and kiorg still contact each other sampai hari ni. sapa sangka, start hari pertama kiorg kenal, sampai form 5 kiorg sekelas. kecuali zahidah sebab dia tak amik akaun. masa form1 gak, ak ada meluat sorg student kelas ak ni. org panggil dia kak chik. but lama2, kiorg kamcing gler. mcm belangkas. dia bnyk tlg ak. but bila form5, ak gaduh ngn dia. untill now tak bertegur. pasal apa kiorg jd cmni, ak sendr tak sure. tahun ni gak ak terjebak ngn puppy love. ketua kelas ak. ak ska dia. dia ska ak. tp bila dia tnya ak ska dia tak, ak jwb tak. yelah, takkan gurl yg nk ngaku dlu kn? so ak tggu la dia kta dia ska ak dlu. bknnya dia tak tau ak ada hati kt dia, sj je... then bila dia patah hati ngn ak, br ak terhegeh2 gtau ak ska dia. sorry la. nasi dh jd bubur. kenapa ak ska dia? perwatakan dia. and dia first person yang berani ckp nk tampar ak sb berlagak. dia first guy yg berani call umah ak. tp dengan hint la. haha. ak simpan perasaan ak smpai form4. lps dpt result pmr yg sangat cemerlang, dia terima tawaran ke mrsm beseri. hari last dia kt skolah tu, ak just pandang dia dr jauh.mmbe suruh g tegur, wish good luck suma. ak bt dekk je. ak bnyak bt salah dengan dia, tp ak tak pernah mntak maaf. sampai satu hari, ak dpt panggilan telefon yg gtau, dia dah pergi mengadap panggilan illahi. atas sakit apa ak tak ingt. tp something yang berkaitan dengan kepala. dia pergi tanpa sempat ak ungkap kata maaf.. start dr tu, ak rapat dengan awek dia tyme hayat dia. ak simpan niat one day, ak nk ziarah pusara dia. n niat tu tertunai selepas 3tahun. thanks to his mom n haz.

then tyme form 4, another puppy love story. kali ni dengan anak cikgu fizik ak. tp yg best sampai last dia tak tau pun ak ada smthing ngn anak dia. ok, mamat ni ak knal melalui member dia. mmber dia ni yg ak dok ym smlm tu la. mamat ni pemalu gila. ak slalu tak de idea nk borak. ak putus ngn dia penghujung exam SPM. sebab apa ak putus, biar lah rahsia. tp takde kaitan ngn pihak ketiga okey. dh nma pun puppy love kn..

then time form5 yang plg tragis. ak hilang kawan yg plg rapat. maybe salah ak. yupe, to be frank, ak agak menjengkelkn tyme skolah dlu. sombong, berlagak. ak admit benda tu. ak syg sorg teman ni mcm adik ak. sebab dia mmg tua setahun. kiorg knal time form3 lg. dia sgt baik. sgt bijak. tp perahsia. krisis kiorg ak tak tau nk explain cmne. tp ak mcm dpt instinct yg dia bakal pilih guy yg dh lama jd kawan dia, yg dia rs dia just sayang guy tu as friend. so kr krisis ni sb ak cuba mengatur hidup dia. banyak perkara terjadi start dr tu. ak hilangkan kepercayaan dia pada ak. tp kiorg tak pernah bertengkar. just terus macam tak kenal even satu klas. sampai the day yg dia fly ke ohio, united states. ak try contact dia thru friendster. syukur, dia balas. so terjadi la sesi merungkai kebenaran. dia suruh ak bt something utk membolehkan dia maafkan ak sepenuhnya. tp sampai skg ak tak tau benda apa. tp ak syukur sgt2,. even ak ngn dia tak mungkin serapat dulu, at least ak mampu berkawan kembali dengan dia. peristiwa yg berlaku antara ak dengan dia bnyk mematangkan aku. since tu ak belajar yang ak just mampu nasihat, bukan mengubah. tu life diorg, hak diorg. time reunion teman sekolah dulu, ak sempat jumpa dia. suke...... kekasih klu hilang boleh cari pengganti. teman yang sanggup kongsi susah senang, tangis tawa, takkan mampu ditukar ganti bila dh hilang. so hargai la setiap persahabatan yg korg jalinkan.

tu antara kenangan yang banyak bagi impak dalam hidup ak. yang lain tu, biasa2 je. tapi ak suka skolah SMJ tu sb tengah bandar. abeh klas kul 2, kuar g mkn. then g marayau dlu. puas merayau, dlm kul 3.30 blk skolah semula. solat, tukar baju, g study kt blok. hehe. study la sangat. sembang je bnyk. huhu... then class ak dlu class yang plg femes. sb apa, bkn sebab akademik, tp sebab disiplin. haha. tp ak tal tergolong ye. stakat bwk hp tu, kes biasa la , tp ak tak pernah kantoi lg. sb sepanjang ak form4 and form 5 tak pernah ada spotcheck. then time form f4 and form5 gak takde perubahan dalam pertukaran pelajar.



time reunion last year.


huhu.. mcm rindu ak nk balik ke zaman sekolah. tapi ak tak sanggup nk pkai baju skolah tu especially tudung skolah. panas. then hujung minggu nk kna kerah tenaga utk cuci kasut skolah plak. tp excited bila tiba musim back to school. segalanya serba baru. ish3.. membazir sungguh.



pape pun, zaman sekolah tetap simpan 1001 kisah bt diri ak..

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